One Hundred and Forty Seven

The world, it blurs before my eyes,
This should come as no surprise.
Is this the reason that I drink?
Remove ability to think?

I don't know why I run away,
Why I can't face the day,
I think I am a clever man,
But my drinking has a different plan.

One Hundred and Forty Six

I try to be the best I can,
I try to be a better man,
I try to be a helpful friend,
I try to be there to attend.

But try is never good enough,
Decisions made, however tough,
Seem to be the wrong way round,
Can the way really be found?

One Hundred and Forty Five

Mirror moon reflects,
Next days sun not yet dawned,
Tomorrow here now.

One Hundred and Forty Four

Do you have feelings, ones of of regret?
Things that you've Done or "Have Not Done Yet"?
Wishes wholehearted, trying to Do!
You want to release the heart of you.

One Hundred and Forty Three

There are times I just feel down,
My expression is a frown.
All I wish for is a lift,
being happy is a gift!

One Hundred and Forty Two

A life to live,
A soul to give,
a way to think,
Destroyed by drink!

One Hundred and Forty One

The darkness around me fills my soul,
I spiral down, in to the hole,
Do I really have to fight,
as I search for some light?