One Hundred and Thirty Nine.

The world, they say, it still revolves,
but ,from here, it just dissolves.
A party night and family,
is pretty much the best for me.

I forget the joy, friends unknown.
I arrive. The quiet. Home alone.
Watching the fish,I feel so calm,
At least I do them no harm.

And then the cats decide to visit,
If there's better, tell me, what is it?
So as they lay and simply be,
My tension, stress, is set free.

One Hundred and Thirty Eight.

There's something special about sharing a bed,
Choosing to share contents of head,
Talking about feel and poise,
to a background of white noise!

One Hundred and Thirty Seven.

Like an echo, I hear your voice.
It's in my head, I have no choice.
You told me the right thing to do,
Maybe once I will listen to you?

One Hundred and Thirty Six..

Time ticks off its eternal beat,
But time is tricky, all deceit.
An hour that's full of pain and fear,
Seems to last more than a year.

An hour that's full of joy and fun,
Is over before it has begun.
The faster time you must devour,
Memorise for the darker hour!

One Hundred and Thirty Five.

I refuse to give in to the fear,
I will greet each day with chosen cheer!
Negative thinking is out the door,
I decide to be afraid No More.

One hundred and Thirty Four

My morbid mind it thinks of Death.
My neck it feels the foetid breath.
I wish I knew how to be sure,
To keep his bad news from my door.

One Hundred and Thirty Three.

I wish I had a girl to touch,
It's something that I crave so much.
Someone who understands me,
to make me actually BE!